probability

just some pain in the rain today
washes away those most wanted yesterdays
can i please live that life one more day
can you please make those hours...forever to stay

in the blinding darkness of these eyes wide open
in the blankness of these empty stares
i only see a time gone by
back when it didn't matter...to understand
i realize now..it was life and happiness waving a goodbye

have sat here for a minute and thirty
trying to paste a picture of my thoughts
this sheet wears a blank..is the same nothingness as before
can you please explain this void through the myriad confusion of my mind
can i please collect my autumn ideas in a spring basket of time

when you walk a forked road in two directions never to meet
and have not the courage to walk a third...your probable choice
and reach a destination...no matter what might be
undo yourself your box of pictures
for all things spurned, you will always carry your own memories

there's no more rain for this place today
didn't wash the pain, took away my yesterday
i tried...couldn't live that life one more day
you..couldn't make those hours..forever to stay.


PS: wishing for a happy ending.

# have relocated my life to a new city. the experiences abound ...somehow the words don't.
Mumbai is a city of dreams they say...for me it is a place to snap out of my reverie of the past years and take charge of life...again!

It's all good.